Sounds like poetry

I guess i can finally let u go in a calm sort of way as if u left for somewhere.. u'll still be held in memory. U used to be who i cant live without.. i know that.. but im dying slowly from the inside every time i turn around n look at u. Like a sweet poison i cant help it. Died n then breathe..im alive again.

50%

that im going to change school. I had sat for the entrance test n had pass all.. now waiting for PMR result..HOPE i can go in

Now

I very fan.... == somehow u just affect me.. u don't seem like who i know back those few days.. I really wish i know what the heck ur thinking... I dont want to end up having another failure...

You

We filled a bottle of memories as tiny as coloured sand. It labeled us. I kept it safe. But now i have to pour all out n bless each of them gone forever, so i won't have the slightest feeling of nostalgia. I hope u know its not an easy job. The sand often gets into my eyes n it hurts. But after a while, tears stop flowing. My bottle is half empty now. I hope to get a new one soon. I don't desire cracked bottles. They're just, not nice.

Think its u

u r the one who is going to feel regret when i leave. Not me or Mandy. Is u. I really feel so tired to keep on building pillars underneath us, though i am the one who needs u so much now cuz i kept on failing, constantly. U know that? I guess no. Don't make me feel so disappointed with u please? Don't wait until i am so tired to even just look at u or smile at u. I just don't get it. U already have what u want. Mandy mar? Then why u treating me like garbage? Why u suddenly send that SMS saying " i better figure out the problem between us" What u mean har?! I SMS u so many times u nvr reply. I guess u really want me to die waiting then u happy is it? Is not that i wanna say bad about my best friend. But sometimes u dun see the whole thing then u just blame me when u think something is wrong. Why can't i just cry? The guy i like is in love with my best friend n their getting together soon. Why shouldn't i cry? Its my eyes right? I am the one going to be blind not u. When u say my temper not good. I really feel sad about it cuz i don't think i have ever flare up my temper on u by purpose know? I only do it when i cant stand all those shit that ur throwing at me. Only my parents, my family, my pets n my other friends deserve to say that to me. Cuz they are the ones who are always there when I'm in need. Ah Looi i think u should think it through. This time, i am sure. I did nothing wrong. I think most important is the present. So if ur bringing up the past then, forget it.

Shi Wei

most 'perasan' guy in the whole form 4~ Give him a clap!! ^^
haiz.. shi wei i so tired leh........ i wonder if ur still reading my blog.. haha

My life

is so beautiful... Because i had the chance to know u. To be classmates with u 3 years. To get to know ur crazy mood. Get the chance to love u. To listen to ur voice as u give me comfort. I miss u so much ... This time ur birthday, im going to make the same present, but a bigger bottle, much furnished~ (:
100% my own piece of art.
Haiz.. i rmb that day u told me that im talented. But do u really mean that? i mean, am i really like that in ur heart? Or ur just saying it for the sake of saying... If so please dont. I rmb i wanted to play "Apologize" on the piano for u but then u cut the line.. LOL... hmm...==