To u..

Truth is, i miss u.
I say bye but my heart doesn't.
So im a promise breaker, cant even promise myself to let go...
Cried a while..not fully bcuz of the "msg" but ur indecisiveness..
YOU left me waiting...n i lived in a lie, too long...
I admit im nt genuinely "OK" that last day, but i force myself to just bear with it.
Can't let u see my real face that i, actually cared n wished so hard u did try to explain more to me..
So that i wont be left hanging on that ragged piece of rope.
I keep thinking...before all these even started, u used to joke with me, talk with me, laugh with me, break every news to me...i miss ur smile..ur laughs..n everything.
Still rmb that song "U belong with me"? LAWL my neighbour's radio plays it almost every morning n i cant possibly missed it..So, till now, i still rmb clearly about last year, that phone call..when i dedicated it to u..
I used to ask, where'd u go? Now, im still asking the same question.
I just don't get what took u so long to tell me that "us is not gonna work"?
You know u can tell me everything ..right? Love u or not im still ur buddy~~ LOL N, i wish u had told me in person..i wanted so bad to see ur face.. See how u struggle to look me in the eye n say it all... Cuz i knew this day was to come. No matter how unpleasant the news is for me...i'll take it all. As long as ur okay...and at least i know what the hell is going on, n that u really really care for me...Because to me, this kind of stuff should be done proper..i hated to be treated like an unwanted doll....
In any way, im still a person, n a very sensitive one..so..this is one more thing about me...