Wang Zi told me that~

I should leave the school. Not because i am running away but because i need a change.
He said that i cant run away when im 20 in societies hands but now, i could still make it to run away. Cuz i still cant face that issue yet. I can have a chance to know new people , adapting to a new environment, and learn how to let go n love someone else. That is the solution for me to be alive again. I must grow up..wait till i can take in much more pain... I'll come back n face my buried problems.. Then i guess i can win at that time.. (:
It's hard to get over u i admit. I never felt this much of emotional turmoil in my whole 15 years of life before. But yeah, i need a break. I am very much alive not a machine! So.. I'll come back n face u when i am in my 20's.
He told me that even if its for Mandy or anyone that i should stay for, then, no. Come back later.
Bye world~